After my husband's mother passed away, he was always drunk. He was sad because his lover had passed away. I also sympathized with him because my husband and I were not able to have sex often. I had to masturbate often. My father-in-law was always drunk. As for me, I masturbated. My father witnessed me masturbating many times, so he once made a mistake with me when he was drunk, but that was my best feeling even though it was taboo.